Life’s Big Lessons
Another incredible week of change. I am undergoing yet another facelift (not the surgical kind) but both mentally and professionally. Change can always be slightly uncomfortable and sometimes made unnecessarily difficult ( for reasons I will never understand) but once the changes are made and final….I will be on cloud nine. Through the years I have had online and running my own companies I have learned more than I could ever write in one book. Maybe I will do just that someday but for now I pray I can stay focused. Learn from the mistakes and challenges I have had in the past, and move forward to a very fun and bright future doing things my way, and for my reasons.
I have been hurt and deceived by tons of people. I am not saying this as a feel sorry for me thing. On the contrary I want to offer some sound advice that my many life lessons have given me. Regardless of the numbers of times people have let you down, used you or hurt you…… never let them take you down. DO not be discouraged. Look at what happened, how it happened and learn from it. Don’t hide from people pr stop caring about them. Do your very best to remember the signs, the word play and such and don’t let it happen again. I learned along time ago that no one cares about you or your stuff as much as you do. They never will. If you think they will you will always be disappointed. That being said, in life you absolutely will meet those cherished few who will always have your back and your best interest as long as you are willing to put yourself out there. Indeed it appears to be a fine line between allowing people in and not getting hurt. You can not prevent all pain my friends….it reminds us we are alive sometimes:) What I mean be willing to be hurt to find those few special people that will enrich your life beyond your wildest dreams. Always be willing to make friends just precede with caution. No joke, I have found that the numbers game is this…..for every 100 people I meet and peruse a friendship with, one remains as a true friend at the end of the day. This number used to scare me, I felt like “are you shitting me? allow 99 heartbreaks for one friend?” yelpers! That is what I believe and live by now. I accept the challenge without being jaded because of the amazing people now in my life because I was willing to put myself out there. I am still a fan of innocent until proven guilty. Now however, I walk away from bad seeds before they can permeate my life.Hard lesson but one I do not regret learning.
I will be heading out end of the month to go play in LA with my incredibly naughty and sexy porn peeps. Have you seen my newest scenes? check em’ out….I was in rare form *wink* ASSTASTIC! I will also be with the ever so sexy cougar Kelly again so stay tuned for that as well……
My studio has totally come together and I am so geeks to ready to share it with you all. I will have a weekly schedule posted on my live campsites starting July 1 and will be on both my solo cam and couples cam. Talk about loving what you do for a living *smirk* Hope you are all having perfectly wonderful weeks and I look forward to seeing you this evening in my members cumshow 10:30pm ( I mean camshow) LOL!
xxx
Brandi
